so this is my story for the whole 2010
JaNuArY:-
mule2 aq mharungi thaun aq sbg f3. di kls 3 ihsan
kelas budak2 pandai. kelas genius. kelas di tahun PMR.
mggigil kepala lutut ble dgr PMR! n geram jugak bile
klas aq ni diam je mcm kat kubur. aq la yg bising. aq je oke?
haha. n mase ni, i was in a cloudy position when i knew
that i was sorta in love..
FeBrUARy..
this month ade la satu bulan yg agak special 4 aq.
not because of anything, its just that 21 aribulan was my birthday.
i received a lot of wishes. thx guys. but the one that truly matters was
a 30 second phone call at 1.43 pm on my birthday, i kept that in my mind,
haha. ape lah aq ni. sentimental pulak
MaRch:-
was a hard month for me.aq mhbiskan holiday aq dgn
perkampungan for PMR. math arab sc ta slp.
cuti seminggu was spent with KGT. and yeah practiced for choral
speaking. and kesah bwah pokok. ape die bwh pokok ni?
haha. ade la :P:P sumthng kelaka bile di ingt balek
ApRiL:-
was an even harder month for me. 2nd of april, practically
the worst day of my life. all of a sudden everything was torn apart. it was mind
shaking! i ddnt see this coming at all. yet as hard as i try to ignore u.
u keep creeping back into my life. tak faham betol aq lah -,-
haha, oh well. stat dr sini aq mule lebih berhati2
MAy:-
this month really gave me a chance to think through
same ade aq ni ade smgt kekluargaan ke tdak? it was one of the awful
news that i received, which is the death of my arwah atuk in penang.
just one day after aq pergi kursus uruskan jenazah.. n i realised that esokny
aq uruskan jenazah arwah atuk aq sendiri. 16 may, one day that i hate
to say T__T.. a heartbreaking day.
JUnE:-
june? yeah, june, cepat kan? mase ni ade cuti sekolah 2 mggu. n those 2 weeks
i spent my tyme on kerja2 sekolah n i did sms-ed him
evry single day. ape pasal haaa? adohai. abes kedit aq mase tu.
n i was under a lot of pressure. aq mule sedar yg aq cepat sakit.
n asthma aq mule dtg. idung aq sgt sng berdarah..
n aq telah bg wallet kpd kwn aq. sorg dpt merah itam
sorg dapat kuneng itam
lawa kan? korg jge elok2. kalo koyak! siap la! haha
JuLy:-
2 weeks after skola re opens, aq mule sakit. hdg aq berdarah2 je
dalam satu hri it lasted bout 2-3 hrs
and aq terpaksa py lgkawi. sedara kawen
-.- n mase ni jumpe hero filem tamil. vijay name die. ayh aq mmg fanatik
kat die, since dri itu aq mule demam2. demam truk dkt smggu
last2 aq kene asthma teruk. aq kene masuk ICU 2 hari,
n bpe byk jenis ubat lah yg aq kene telan. last2 kene refer ke serdang
sahla aq kene radang paru2. ntah bpe jenis ubat aq telan. one month aq ta
jejak sekolah. mcm2 yg aq tgglkn. from friends to studies.mase neh, aq mule
korek2 prkmbngn die.. hha, sebulan ta jumpe! aq just ikut kelas2 tmbhn je. n yg plg teruk
28th july, adek aq dipatuk ular. =.=
AuGuSt:-
this months agak la dreadful jugak cuz i lose another man that i love. he was
sumone yg sgt2 special pade aq. cuz he was my grandfather. 7 august 2010, my granfather
meninggal dunie after 4 days dalam ICU. he suffered kidney failure
and kejutan jantung. may he rest in peace. al-fatihah.7 august jugak la
aq jumpe the truth after 4 months of showdown yg buat aq confuse.
9 august aq amek trial. tnp study aq bjy dp 5a3b1c. sejarah aq kantoi since dri tu
ayah aq bukak kelsa sejarah. ade 4 je pngikut die.
aq ezat ayem faiz. haha.bln ni jugak mule kelas anjal. haha. 270810.. i'll remember this day
by heart sum how. :P. dan bulan ni jugak la baru aq sedar aq ni depress n sensetive :)
SePtEmBeR:-
one month before PMR. mmg mase ni aq fokus. lagi2 aq kene catch up one
month punye tak datang kan? it wasnt easy either. 3rd spet was my mom's bday,
n mase ni phone aq dh kene gantung, so ta dpt contact anyone., hny fb
pngubat rindu. haha, cuti f3 dipendekkan. 16 sept sume msok asrama
haha. yes. byk kenangan kat cni sebanany. i feel happier in some ways being
here with my friends. 19 sept bday adek aq. ari yg aq bebas from asrama.
and terjumpalah sebuah calculator. haha. :P
OcToBeR:-
5 october -12 october. Penilaian Menengah Rendah. naik gigil aq mjwb soalan
yet everything went well :) aq jwp dgn tenang n penoh keyakinan
after pmr. hari2 kami disulami dgn sports n movies
n bermacam2 jenis lawatan. paling fav aq lawatan g USIM n KLCC. usim? sb
mase ni tgn aq berbalut. haha. sggh di jj b4 balek skola. penoh budak2 ni main bowling
hhaa. byk jugak kenangan aq n die kat jj. haha :P:P mcm2 lah aq ni
NoVeMbEr:-
as expected, this month was dreadful. 13 nov reunion. kene ketuk k
kepala -.- as expected. everything would end
haha. 18/11. bday ayh aq. school ends. broken heart. mak operate mata.
nothing much :)
DeCeMbEr:-
was a dam challenging month for me, cuti sekolah hari2 aq on fb je keje. haha. yeah this month
was quite hard as i am not sure ape akan jd antr aq n die. haha. it was confusing
yet made it through. and i've never felt happier than before.
because aq da tahu ape yg aq cari n aq tahu ape yg ptt aq buat
n aq tahu ape yg ptt aq tggu. tp mslhny kes sensetive aq semakin teruk
aq ok in being sensetive but aq ta nk overly sensetive. i want to be me. result pmr? 23.12. one day
yg aq ta mahu wujud. tp alhamdulillah. Allah maha kaya,. He gave me
9A's for my pmr. another perfect closure for my year. :) 2 perfect closures actually
both that i would treasure day by day that will come in the future :)
betullah. di sebalik kesedihan, psti terselit kebahagiaan, wlpn hny sekelumit, wlpn hny seketika
hargailah smasa ia masih ada ;)
this was my year. pd aq this year will be one of the worst yet one of the best. throughout tahun ini. aq kenal erti cinta. aq kenal erti sayang, aq kenal erti sebuah persahabatan, aq jugak kenal rasa kehilangan. dan yang paling aq kenal, kekuatan dalam hbgn kekeluargaan. and i grew more maturer than anyone could think of. n as u see my life revolves much around him kan?(adoh. kenapa3!) ni la pengalaman aq jd seorg remaja berumur 15 tahun. -.- mcm2 aq dapat lah! serious! i learnt a lot!
betullah org ckp hidup kite kjep kat atas kejap kat bwh. as potrayed in my life for the whole 2010 :)
kenangan 2010 mmg luar biasa. lain dari yg lain. a lot of experiences yg aq dapat kutip. banyak sangt lah!. it was a moment of sadness and happiness combined together, and now, i do believe in happy endings as wat had happend for me this year. Allah ade rncngn mcm2 lah utk aq. igtlah., msty ade hikmah la from wat heppnd dlm hidop kite seharian! sbenany byk lagi event yg berlaku. yg ni adelah antara event2 yg aq igt.. my friends, thx 4 giving me strength :)
semoga 2011 bwk lebih mkna dalam hidup aq, n hidup kite semua, a better year insya-Allah..
2011 dah nk dtg da.. psg azam siap2 la. bia tahun ni achieve semua azam2 kite k?
haha
a better year indeed. amin!
:)
assalamualaikum 2011. aq da ta saba2 nk msuk ni. hehe
(ngade2 pulak)
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