16 :)

Bismillahirahmanirahim

21.2.2011
i am officially 16. in some countries. i am can be considered as an adult huweeeee. haha, if aku hidup di bumi US, aku dah boleh drive :D
sweet 16.. aww.

pap! sebijik kek terhidang, hehe

oke2 excited pulak.. oke2. relax. breath, oke i am fine
alhamdulillah, smpai jugak aku umur 16 ni kan? tak sgke, dah 16 tahun aq hidup atas muke bumi Allah ni. :)
sweet 16. the age that i've been waiting, aku pun ta tahu kenape. mybe it is the turning point where i turn from perangai kebudak2kan aq utk jadi a very mature young lady... amin.. terfikir jugak aku. am i fit to be 16?

kadang2, aq terasa pening2 nyamuk pulak, cepatny mase berlalu mcm tak puas je jadi kanak2. haha sdgkan diri ni perlu sedar bhwe die masih kanak2 ribena kan2? takpe2. kanak2 ribena kan comel (tetibe je) haha. i am trying to be a very mature Independent young lady. ye lah, kate dah besar, kate dah jadi adult, perihal diri kene jaga sendiri lah, kene lah pndai handle stress n emo. i am 16.. haha, mcm mmpi je, org sebelah, tolong cubet boleh?

bday this year aq dapat byk treats from hadiah. tp kire oke lah. but, i would like to write them dekat post line, baru feel :)

being 16 pade aq mcm mencabar, tp what is life tanpe cbrn kan3? meaningless je nnt.

actually, aq terfikir, if dalam some countries aq dah counted as an adult, aq rase patut lah kan aq buktikan aq mmg layak jd adult (wlpn pade hakikatny, i dun believe my self, yet, there's nothing wrong to try kan?)

so, aq pun terfikir nak buat aim mase aq jadi 16. at least, nt bile aq dah ade anak, boleh la aq ckp I've ACCOMPLISHED MY AIMS WHEN I WAS 16 :) hehe.. *jauh pemikiran ye..

• first thing first, i want to be a much more mature young lady. maksud aq, bukanlah mature yg tahap ibu2 emak2 ayah2 tu, tapi mature in my own way, mature yet ade sikitlah hints2 of childishness. kalau asek mature je, nt jadi robot, tak nak2! ;)
• i want to make more friends. bukan nak kate aku ni kkurgn kawan, tp aku nk eratkan hubungan silaturrahim sesame kawan2 batch aq. :) baru ade gaya :D haha
• think rationally. yes2, aq kene think rational dalam each n everythings yg aq nak buat n cakap, aq rase aq kene detail gila lah dalam nk buat sesuatu keputusan so that tiade sesiapa yg akan terluke :).. to kkep in my mind that ta semestiny aq kene puaskan at semua org, aty aku is my priority.. 
• and change to be a better person. a better daughter to my parents, a better big sis to my adek kandung and angkat2 aku yg semua ny aku sayang :), be a better small sis for my big bro,  be a better yet understanding friend to my friends, a better helper, a shoulder to cry for them and handle masalah dgn kawan2 aku.
• aku berjanji dgn diri aku utk tidak mnjadi BLACK SHEEP for someone else's fault. so, beware kalau mhu crik pasal :)

yes2. in terms of being gila2, i will lessen it up, but that does not keep me from being my self kan2? so accept me for who i am and i will repair my self..

stlh 6 hari jadi 16 tahun, aku rase selesa pulak sebut umur aku 16 rather than 15

ya Allah, i wish for a better year, amin :)

kawan2 ku, terima kasih